Losing Your Baby.
Hey everyone, so if you’re reading this now, you’re more than likely reading it because you’re in or have been in the same boat as me... on the 23rd November 2018, I got told that I had lost my baby. I was 10 weeks pregnant, and couldn’t think of anything that I wanted more than my baby in my arms. Unfortunately, my body wasn’t ready for this life step and couldn’t handle it so my little peanut had to say goodbye. I’m just here tonight to write my feelings out as sometimes, it’s easier to type than to speak to people about things. I’m guessing that’s why social media has become such a ‘trend’ in modern society. Everything is so much easier to do when it’s typed out! So, initially when I found out I was pregnant, I was absolutely terrified. I didn’t know what the fuck to do! I’m 19, at university, was in the most unstable, unhealthy, toxic relationship and was not in a place to house a child and bring up a life. But after a week or so of thinking about it, I knew that I couldn’t ter...